Fear,
scratching,
a tiny little piece of glass,
stuck,
under my skin,
a constant ache,
making me heavier,
digging nails,
hopeless,
drowning,
doubt,
longing,
skin crawling,
shiver,
my brain shudders,
sadness,
the sunshine just makes me feel worse
about not wanting to go outside,
and I can't think of a way to remove the boulders
blocking the path to the light.