Fears.

So here are my fears, as they are now, written in the most inexplicit way:


Empty chasm.
Sides splitting.
Oppressive weight, and undeterred, panicked thoughts.
Pressure on the inside of my skull - what to do with it all?
Unfamiliar, terrifying, and just me.
Attacks, alone - how will I cope?
Will I manage?


Will it be without me?
The mood, the place, the effects of whatever it is, a split second's thoughtlessness...
Every muscle clenching, struggling to breathe.


I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.